Osiris and the Prague Flood
Watching the fertile but flat and watery landscape passing –
I thought of how we had laughed bewildered as teenagers
returning from a night of wine with Christians – at how
they could smile at us but know us damned forever –
in a river of fire with pagans forever mute to God –
and now that my relationship had ended – the bad sex
and the lack of sex – the meals where both of us wished
to be sat at other tables – eat from lives not yet our own –
and coming to see you had been a part of that – escape –
not seen since I’d left with two Czech girls – they camped
with me beside a river – past tragic tussles in a two man tent –
but meeting you in Pizza Ovenecka – with your young wife –
so beautiful and new and Catholic – and you with God
now finally – the wine tasted wrong or odd and we knew –
something was amiss – was it the weather of those days –
or would the blood of Christ be stale till I had left you –
and the television showed the national signs of this unrest –
the flood was moving down towards the city – small towns
allowed their banks to break to stop the flow – it did not stop –
old women lifted by helicopter from the roofs of houses –
men boating down the streets they’d always lived in –
and the bars we went to in the pauses – leaving your wife
to wrap up blankets for the council – were empty –
and my book of poems was nearly empty – and our talk –
as the city filled to the brim with water – overspill –
in the darkness on the Charles Bridge – jazz bands replaced
by rain and the flash of sirens – the stories – the elephant
shot in his cage – the overwash of buried chemicals – the priest
who stood and said his mass despite the kneehigh depth of water –
the ten-thousand-dollar chair swept from the gallery
like so much jetsam – the seal that left the zoo – escaped –
to end up poisoned when the Voltova became the Elba –
how silt would end up thick across the cobbles – the stains
on buildings – the cars now washed away – the grubby silence
that would haunt the city – and as we stood in darkness –
sharing an umbrella with your sister – I knew I could not
place my hand on hers – thinking of Osiris far from home –
watching the flooding of the Nile without his penis –
and you looking at me through the rain – as if all my teeth
had fallen out – and I was calling out for this destruction.
"Osiris and the Prague Flood" is from The Salt Harvest (Seren Books, 2011).