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<title>War of the Foxes</title>
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<summary type="text/plain">(i) Two rabbits were chased by a fox, of all the crazy shit in the world, and the fox kept up the chase, circling the world until the world caught up with them in some broken-down downtown metropolis. Inside the...</summary>
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<name>fishouse</name>

<email>fishouse@fishousepoems.org</email>
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<dc:subject>Richard Siken</dc:subject>
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<![CDATA[<p>(i)</p>

<p>Two rabbits were chased by a fox, of all the crazy shit in the world, and the fox kept up the chase, <br />
circling the world until the world caught up with them in some broken-down downtown metropolis. <br />
Inside the warren, the rabbits think fast. Pip touches the only other rabbit listening.</p>

<p>	Pip: We’re doomed.<br />
	Flip: Oh Pip!<br />
	Pip: I know where you can hide.<br />
	Flip: Are you sure?<br />
	Pip: Yes. Here, hide inside me.</p>

<p>This is the story of Pip and Flip, the bunny twins. We say that once there were two and now there is <br />
only one. When the fox sees Pip run past, he won’t know that the one is inside the other. He’ll think <br />
<em>Well, there’s at least one more rabbit in that warren</em>. But no one’s left. You know this and I know this. <br />
Together we trace out the trail away from doom. There isn’t hope, there is a trail. I follow you.</p>

<p>When a rabbit meets a rabbit, one takes the time to tell the other this story. The rabbits then agree <br />
there must be two rabbits, at least two rabbits, and that in turn there is a trace. I am only repeating <br />
what I heard. This is one love. There are many loves but only one war.</p>

<p>	Bird 1: This is the same story.<br />
	Bird 2: No, this is the rest of the story.</p>

<p>Let me tell you a story about war. A man found his life to be empty. He began to study Latin. <br />
Latin was difficult for the man to understand. <em>I will study Latin, even though it is difficult</em>, said the man. <em>Yes, even <br />
if it is difficult.</em></p>

<p>Let me tell you a story about war. A man had a dream about a woman and then he met her. The man <br />
had a dream about the woman’s former lover. The former lover was sad, he wanted to fight. The <br />
man said to the woman <em>I will have to comfort your former lover or I will always be fighting him in my dreams.</em> Yes, <br />
said the woman. <em>You will need to comfort him, or we will never be finished with this.</em></p>

<p>Let me tell you a story about war. A fisherman’s son and his dead brother sat on the shore. <em>That is my <br />
country and this is your country and the line in the sand is the threshold between them</em>, said the dead brother. <em>Yes</em>, <br />
said the fisherman’s son.</p>

<p>You cannot have an opponent if you keep saying yes.</p>

<p>	Bird 1: This is the wrong story.<br />
	Bird 2: All stories are the wrong story when you are impatient.</p>

<p>Let me tell you a story about war. A man says to another man <em>Can I tell you something?</em> The other man <br />
says <em>No.</em> A man says to another man <em>There is something I have to tell you. No,</em> says the other man. <em>No, you <br />
don’t.</em></p>

<p>	Bird 1: Now we are getting somewhere.<br />
	Bird 2: Yes, yes we are.</p>

<p><br />
(ii)</p>

<p>Let me tell you a story about war:</p>

<p>A boy spills a glass of milk and his father picks him up by the back of the shirt and throws him <br />
against the wall. <em>You killed my wife and you can’t even keep a glass on the table.</em> The wife had died of sadness, <br />
by her own hand. The father walks out of the room and the room is almost empty.</p>

<p>The road outside the house lies flat on the ground. The ground surrenders.</p>

<p>The father works late. The dead wife’s hand makes fishsticks while the boy sits in the corner where <br />
he fell. The fish in the fishsticks think to themselves <em>This is not what we meant to be.</em></p>

<p>Its roots in the ground and its branches in the air, a tree is pulled in two directions.</p>

<p>The wife has a dead hand. This is earlier. She is living and her dead hand feeds her pills that don’t <br />
work. The boy sleeps on the roof or falls out of trees. The father works late. The wife looks out the <br />
window and thinks <em>Not this.</em></p>

<p>The boy is a bird, bad bird. He falls out of trees.</p>

<p><br />
(iii)</p>

<p>Let me tell you a story about war:</p>

<p>The fisherman’s son serves drinks to sailors. He stands behind the bar. He listens closely for news of <br />
his dead brother. The sailors are thirsty. They drink rum. <em>Tell me a story</em>, says the fisherman’s son.</p>

<p>“There is nothing interesting about the sea. The water is flat, flat and calm, it seems a sheet of glass. <br />
You look at it, the more you look at it the more you feel like you are looking into your own head, <br />
which is a stranger’s head, empty. We listen to the sound with our equipment. I have learned to <br />
understand this sound. When you look there is nothing, with the equipment there is sound. We sit in <br />
rows and listen down the tunnels for the song. The song has red words in it. We write them down on <br />
sheets of paper and pass them along. Sometimes there is noise and sometimes song and often there is <br />
silence, the long tunnel, the sea like glass...</p>

<p>	<em>You are a translator</em>, says the fisherman’s son.<br />
	<em>Yes,</em> says the sailor.<br />
	<em>And the sound is the voice of the enemy.<br />
	Yes, yes it is.</em></p>

<p><br />
(iv)</p>

<p>Let me tell you a story about war:</p>

<p>They went to the museum and wandered the rooms. He saw a painting and stood in front of it for <br />
too long. It was a few minutes before she realized he had gotten stuck. He was stuck looking at a <br />
painting. She stood next to him, looking at his face and then the face in the painting. <em>What do you see?</em> <br />
she asked. <em>I don’t know</em>, he said. He didn’t know. She was disappointed, then bored. He was looking at <br />
a face and she was looking at her watch. This is where everything changed. There was now a distance <br />
between them. He was looking at a face but it might as well have been a cabbage or a  sugar beet. <br />
Perhaps it was something about yellow near pink. He didn’t know how to say it. Years later he still <br />
didn’t know how to say it, and she was gone.</p>

<p><br />
(v)</p>

<p>Let me tell you a story about love:</p>

<p>There was a place on the floor where they could lie together, on the floor together, backs pressed to <br />
the carpet, where they could look out the window together and see only the tops of the trees. They <br />
would do this. They would lie on the floor and say things like <em>Now we are in the country! or Oh, what a far <br />
away place this is!</em> Then they would stand up and look out the window the way they usually did, the <br />
houses reappearing in the window frame.</p>

<p>She had a soft voice and strong hands. When she sang she would seem too large for the room and <br />
she would play guitar and sing which would make his chest feel huge. Sometimes he would touch her <br />
knee and smile. Sometimes she would touch his face and close her eyes.</p>

<p><br />
(vi)</p>

<p>Fox rounds the warren but there are no bunnies, jumps up with claws but there are no bunnies, <br />
moves down the road but there are no bunnies. There are no bunnies. He chases a bird instead. All <br />
wars are the same war. The bird flies away.</p>

<p><br />
(vii)</p>

<p>The fisherman’s son knows nothing worth stealing. Perhaps, perhaps.</p>

<p>He once put a cat in a cardboard box but she got out anyway. He once had a brother he lost to the <br />
sea. Brother, dead brother, who speaks to him in dreams. These are a few things worth saying.</p>

<p>He knows that when you snap a mast it’s time to get a set of oars or learn how to breathe <br />
underwater. Rely on one thing too long and when it disappears and you have nothing... well, that’s <br />
just bad planning. It’s embarrassing, to think it could never happen.</p>

<p>A man does work. A machine can, too. Power of agency, agent of what. This is a question we might <br />
ask. An agent is a spy or not. A spy is a promise to God, hidden where only God can find it.</p>

<p>The agents meet at the chain link fence and tell each other stories. A whisper system. To testify <br />
against yourself is an interesting thing, a sacrifice. Some people do it. Some people find money in the <br />
street but you cannot rely on it. The fisherman’s son is at the fence, standing there, waiting to see if <br />
he is useful.</p>

<p>You cannot get in the way of anyone’s path to God. You can, but is does no good. Every agent <br />
knows this. Some say God is where we put our sorrow. God says <em>Which one of you fuckers can get to me <br />
first?</em></p>

<p>You cannot get in the way of anyone’s path to happiness, it also does no good. The problem is <br />
figuring out which part is the path and which part is the happiness.</p>

<p>It’s a blessing, every day someone shows up at the fence. And when no one shows up, a different <br />
kind of blessing. In the wrong light anyone can look like a darkness.</p>]]>
<![CDATA[<p><strong>Richard Siken</strong></p>

<p><em>"War of the Foxes (i)" appeared in</em> <a href="http://www.amazon.com/State-Union-Fifty-Political-Poems/dp/1933517336/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1265539294&sr=1-1">State of the Union: Fifty Political Poems</a> <em>(Wave Books, 2008).</em></p>]]>
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</entry>
<entry>
<title>Saying Your Names</title>
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<modified>2010-02-07T10:51:12Z</modified>
<issued>2010-01-28T11:25:14Z</issued>
<id>tag:fishousepoems.org,2010://1.2864</id>
<created>2010-01-28T11:25:14Z</created>
<summary type="text/plain">Chemical names, bird names, names of fire and flight and snow, baby names, paint names, delicate names like bones in the body, Rumplestiltskin names that are always changing, names that no one’s ever able to figure out. Names of spells...</summary>
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<name>fishouse</name>

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<dc:subject>Richard Siken</dc:subject>
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<![CDATA[<p>Chemical names, bird names, names of fire <br />
and flight and snow, baby names, paint names, <br />
delicate names like bones in the body, <br />
Rumplestiltskin names that are always changing, <br />
names that no one’s ever able to figure out. <br />
Names of spells and names of hexes, names <br />
cursed quietly under the breath, or called out <br />
loudly to fill the yard, calling you inside again, <br />
calling you home. Nicknames and pet names <br />
and baroque French monikers, written in <br />
shorthand, written in longhand, scrawled <br />
illegibly in brown ink on the backs of yellowing<br />
photographs, or embossed on envelopes lined <br />
with gold. Names called out across the water, <br />
names I called you behind your back, <br />
sour and delicious, secret and unrepeatable, <br />
the names of flowers that open only once, <br />
shouted from balconies, shouted from rooftops, <br />
or muffled by pillows, or whispered in sleep, <br />
or caught in the throat like a lump of meat. <br />
I try, I do. I try and try. A happy ending? <br />
Sure enough — <em>Hello darling, welcome home.</em> <br />
I’ll call you darling, hold you tight. We are <br />
not traitors but the lights go out. It’s dark. <br />
<em>Sweetheart, is that you?</em> There are no tears, <br />
no pictures of him squarely. A seaside framed <br />
in glass, and boats, those little boats with <br />
sails aflutter, shining lights upon the water, <br />
lights that splinter when they hit the pier. <br />
His voice on tape, his name on the envelope, <br />
the soft sound of a body falling off a bridge <br />
behind you, the body hardly even makes <br />
a sound. The waters of the dead, a clear road,<br />
every lover in the form of stars, the road <br />
blocked. All night I stretched my arms across <br />
him, rivers of blood, the dark woods, singing <br />
with all my skin and bone <em>Please keep him safe. <br />
Let him lay his head on my chest and we will be <br />
like sailors, swimming in the sound of it, dashed <br />
to pieces</em>. Makes a cathedral, him pressing against <br />
me, his lips at my neck, and yes, I do believe <br />
his mouth is heaven, his kisses falling over me <br />
like stars. Names of heat and names of light, <br />
names of collision in the dark, on the side of the <br />
bus, in the bark of the tree, in ballpoint pen <br />
on jeans and hands and the backs of matchbooks <br />
that then get lost. Names like pain cries, names <br />
like tombstones, names forgotten and reinvented, <br />
names forbidden or overused. Your name like <br />
a song I sing to myself, your name like a box <br />
where I keep my love, your name like a nest <br />
in the tree of love, your name like a boat in the <br />
sea of love — O now we’re in the sea of love! <br />
Your name like detergent in the washing mashine. <br />
Your name like two X’s like punched-in eyes, <br />
like a drunk cartoon passed out in the gutter, <br />
your name with two X’s to mark the spots, <br />
to hold the place, to keep the treasure from <br />
becoming ever lost. I’m saying your name <br />
in the grocery store, I’m saying your name on <br />
the bridge at dawn. Your name like an animal <br />
covered with frost, your name like a music that’s <br />
been transposed, a suit of fur, a coat of mud, <br />
a kick in the pants, a lungful of glass, the sails <br />
in wind and the slap of waves on the hull <br />
of a boat that’s sinking to the sound of mermaids <br />
singing songs of love, and the tug of a simple <br />
profound sadness when it sounds so far away. <br />
Here is a map with a your name fora capital, <br />
here is an arrow to prove a point: we laugh <br />
and it pits the world against us, we laugh, <br />
and we’ve got nothing left to lose, and our hearts <br />
turn red, and the river rises like a barn on fire.<br />
I came to tell you, we’ll swim in the water, we’ll <br />
swim like something sparkling underneath<br />
the waves. Our bodies shivering, and the sound<br />
of our breathing, and the shore so far away. <br />
I’ll use my body like a ladder, climbing <br />
to the thing behind it, saying farewell to flesh, <br />
farewell to everything caught underfoot <br />
and flattened. Names of poisons, names of <br />
handguns, names of places we’ve been<br />
together, names of people we’d be together, <br />
Names of endurance, names of devotion, <br />
street names and place names and all the names <br />
of our dark heaven crackling in their pan. <br />
It’s a bed of straw, darling. It sure as shit is.<br />
<em>If there was one thing I could save from the fire, </em><br />
he said, <em>the broken arms of the sycamore, <br />
the eucalyptus still trying to climb out of the yard —<br />
your breath on my neck like a music that holds <br />
my hands down, kisses as they burn their way <br />
along my spine — or rain, our bodies wet, <br />
clothes clinging arm to elbow, clothes clinging <br />
nipple to groin — I’ll be right here. I’m waiting.</em><br />
Say hallelujah, say goodnight, say it over <br />
the canned music and your feet won’t stumble, <br />
his face getting larger, the rest blurring <br />
on every side. And angels, about twelve angels, <br />
angels knocking on your head right now, hello <br />
hello, a flash in the sky, would you like to <br />
meet him there, in Heaven? Imagine a room,<br />
a sudden glow. Here is my hand, my heart, <br />
my throat, my wrist. Here are the illuminated <br />
cities at the center of me, and here is the center <br />
of me, which is a lake, which is a well that we <br />
can drink from, but I can’t go through with it. <br />
I just don’t want to die anymore. </p>]]>
<![CDATA[<p><strong>Richard Siken</strong></p>

<p><em>"Saying Your Names" is from</em> <a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0300107897?ie=UTF8&tag=fromthefish-20&creativeASIN=0300107897">Crush</a> <em>(<a href="http://yalepress.yale.edu/yupbooks/book.asp?isbn=9780300107890">Yale University Press</a>, 2005).</em></p>]]>
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<entry>
<title>Scheherazade</title>
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<modified>2010-02-07T10:50:59Z</modified>
<issued>2010-01-28T11:24:50Z</issued>
<id>tag:fishousepoems.org,2010://1.2863</id>
<created>2010-01-28T11:24:50Z</created>
<summary type="text/plain">Tell me about the dream where we pull the bodies out of the lake and dress them in warm clothes again. How it was late, and no one could sleep, the horses running until they forget that they are horses....</summary>
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<name>fishouse</name>

<email>fishouse@fishousepoems.org</email>
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<dc:subject>Richard Siken</dc:subject>
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<![CDATA[<p>Tell me about the dream where we pull the bodies out of the lake <br />
						     and dress them in warm clothes again.<br />
      How it was late, and no one could sleep, the horses running<br />
until they forget that they are horses.<br />
            It’s not like a tree where the roots have to end somewhere, <br />
      it’s more like a song on a policeman’s radio, <br />
                  how we rolled up the carpet so we could dance, and the days <br />
were bright red, and every time we kissed there was another apple <br />
										 to slice into pieces. <br />
Look at the light through the windowpane. That means it’s noon, that means <br />
      we’re inconsolable.<br />
				   Tell me how all this, and love too, will ruin us.<br />
These, our bodies, possessed by light. <br />
							   Tell me we’ll never get used to it.</p>]]>
<![CDATA[<p><strong>Richard Siken</strong></p>

<p><em>"Scheherazade" is from</em> <a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0300107897?ie=UTF8&tag=fromthefish-20&creativeASIN=0300107897">Crush</a> <em>(<a href="http://yalepress.yale.edu/yupbooks/book.asp?isbn=9780300107890">Yale University Press</a>, 2005).</em></p>]]>
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<entry>
<title>Road Music</title>
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<created>2010-01-28T11:24:27Z</created>
<summary type="text/plain"> 1 The eye stretches to the horizon and then must continue up. Anything past the horizon is invisible, it can only be imagined. You want to see the future but you only see the sky. Fluffy clouds. Look —...</summary>
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<dc:subject>Richard Siken</dc:subject>
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<![CDATA[<p>					1</p>

<p>The eye stretches to the horizon and then must continue up. <br />
											Anything past the horizon <br />
		is invisible, it can only be imagined. You want to see the future but <br />
you only see the sky. Fluffy clouds. <br />
									Look — white fluffy clouds.<br />
				Looking back is easy for a while and then looking back gets <br />
murky. There is the road, and there is the story of where the road goes,<br />
	and then more road, <br />
the roar of the freeway, the roar of the city sheening across the city.<br />
												There should be a place. <br />
At the rest stop, in the restaurant, the overpass, the water’s edge…</p>

<p><br />
					2</p>

<p>He was not dead yet, not exactly —<br />
	parts of him were dead already, certainly other parts were still only waiting<br />
for something to happen, something grand, but it isn’t<br />
													always about me, <br />
he keeps saying, though he’s talking about the only heart he knows —</p>

<p>	He could build a city. Has a certain capacity. There’s a niche in his chest <br />
where a heart would fit perfectly <br />
		and he thinks if he could just maneuver one into place —<br />
													well then, game over.</p>

<p><br />
					3</p>

<p>You wonder what he’s thinking when he shivers like that.<br />
							What can you tell me, what could you possibly<br />
tell me? Sure, it’s good to feel things, and if it hurts, we’re doing it <br />
	to ourselves, or so the saying goes, but there should be <br />
				a different music here. There should be just one safe place <br />
											in the world, I mean <br />
this world. People get hurt here. People fall down and stay down and I don’t like <br />
		the way the song goes. <br />
				You, the moon. You, the road. You, the little flowers <br />
by the side of the road. You keep singing along to that song I hate. Stop singing.<br />
</p>]]>
<![CDATA[<p><strong>Richard Siken</strong></p>

<p><em>"Road Music" is from</em> <a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0300107897?ie=UTF8&tag=fromthefish-20&creativeASIN=0300107897">Crush</a> <em>(<a href="http://yalepress.yale.edu/yupbooks/book.asp?isbn=9780300107890">Yale University Press</a>, 2005).</em></p>]]>
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<entry>
<title>The Problem</title>
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<created>2010-01-28T11:24:04Z</created>
<summary type="text/plain">The problem (if there was one) was simply a problem with the question. He wants to paint a bird, needs to, and the problem is why. Why paint a bird? Why do anything at all? Not how, because hows are...</summary>
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<![CDATA[<p>The problem (if there was one) was simply a problem with the question. He wants to paint a bird, <br />
needs to, and the problem is why. Why paint a bird? Why do anything at all? Not how, because hows<br />
are easy, series or sequence, one foot after the other, but existentially why bother, what does it solve? <br />
Be the tree, solve for bird. What does that mean? It’s a problem of focus, it’s a problem of diligence, <br />
it’s supposed to be a grackle but it sort of got away from him. But why not let the colors do what <br />
they want, which is blend, which is kind of neighborly, if you think about it. <em>Blackbird</em>, he says. So be <br />
it. Indexed and normative. Who gets to measure the distance between experience and its <br />
representation? Who controls the lines of inquiry? He does, but he’s not very good at it. And just <br />
because you want to paint a bird, do actually paint a bird, it doesn’t mean you’ve accomplished <br />
anything. Maybe if it was pretty, it would mean something. Maybe if it was beautiful it would be true. <br />
But it’s not, not beautiful, not true, not even realistic, more like a man in a birdsuit, blue shoulders <br />
instead of feathers, because he isn’t looking at a bird, real bird, as he paints, he is looking at his heart, <br />
which is impossible, unless his heart is a metaphor for his heart, as everything is a metaphor for itself, <br />
so that looking at the page is like looking out the window at a bird in your chest with a song in its <br />
throat that you don’t want to hear but you paint anyway because the hand is a voice that can sing <br />
what the voice will not and the hand wants to do something useful. <em>Sometimes, at night, in bed, before I <br />
fall asleep, I think about a poem I might write, someday, about my heart, says the heart</em>. Answer: be the heart. <br />
Answer: be the hand. Answer: be the bird. Answer: be the sky.</p>]]>
<![CDATA[<p><strong>Richard Siken</strong></p>

<p><em>"The Problem" appeared in</em> <a href="http://www.hubcapart.com/ink/">Forklift, Ohio</a>.</p>]]>
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<title>Richard Siken Q&amp;A hearing a poem and reading a poem</title>
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<issued>2010-01-28T11:23:10Z</issued>
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<created>2010-01-28T11:23:10Z</created>
<summary type="text/plain">Richard Siken talks about the difference between reading a poem, hearing a poem, and voicing a poem out loud....</summary>
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<title>Richard Siken Q&amp;A on the genesis of his poem &quot;War of the Foxes&quot;</title>
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<modified>2010-02-06T14:41:21Z</modified>
<issued>2010-01-28T11:22:16Z</issued>
<id>tag:fishousepoems.org,2010://1.2859</id>
<created>2010-01-28T11:22:16Z</created>
<summary type="text/plain">Richard Siken talks about the genesis of his poem &quot;War of the Foxes.&quot;...</summary>
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<entry>
<title>Richard Siken</title>
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<modified>2010-02-06T16:45:20Z</modified>
<issued>2010-01-28T11:03:38Z</issued>
<id>tag:fishousepoems.org,2010://1.2858</id>
<created>2010-01-28T11:03:38Z</created>
<summary type="text/plain"> Richard Siken’s poetry collection Crush won the 2004 Yale Series of Younger Poets prize, a Lambda Literary Award, the Thom Gunn Award, and was a finalist for the National Book Critics Circle Award. His poems have appeared in The...</summary>
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<dc:subject>Poets</dc:subject>
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Richard Siken’s poetry collection <a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0300107897?ie=UTF8&tag=fromthefish-20&creativeASIN=0300107897"><em>Crush</em></a> won the 2004 Yale Series of Younger Poets prize, a Lambda Literary Award, the Thom Gunn Award, and was a finalist for the National Book Critics Circle Award. His poems have appeared in <em>The Iowa Review</em>, <em>Conjunctions</em>, <em>Indiana Review</em>, and <em>Forklift, Ohio</em>, as well as in the anthologies <em>The Best American Poetry 2000</em> and <em>Legitimate Dangers</em>. He is a recipient of a Pushcart Prize, two Arizona Commission on the Arts grants, and a fellowship from the National Endowment for the Arts. He lives in Tucson, Arizona.
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<title>Masqualéro</title>
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<modified>2010-01-27T10:33:43Z</modified>
<issued>2010-01-24T21:09:54Z</issued>
<id>tag:fishousepoems.org,2010://1.2855</id>
<created>2010-01-24T21:09:54Z</created>
<summary type="text/plain"> —after Miles There’s plenty that think we’re twins. By 18 we’d both wished secretly that it was true, &amp; that it wasn’t. Since we were 9 we met here on stealth banks of August, each year another savior &amp;...</summary>
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<email>fishouse@fishousepoems.org</email>
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<dc:subject>Ed Pavlic</dc:subject>
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<![CDATA[<p>                    <em>—after Miles</em></p>

<p>There’s plenty that think we’re twins. By 18<br />
   we’d both wished secretly that it was true,<br />
      & that it wasn’t. Since we were 9</p>

<p>we met here on stealth banks of August,<br />
   each year another savior & sweet thanks be <br />
      to Jesus for that old row boat.</p>

<p>Remember my instructions when we met?<br />
   I’d bent a coffee can into a scoop to hunt<br />
      the mud banks for crawfish. “The whole</p>

<p>trick with blue pinchers is getting in behind<br />
   without setting off a stir on their tail.” Now<br />
      we’re getting to be His age. But apart</p>

<p>from watches and sky dates, you know how to find me<br />
   when my head’s full of scuppernong blossoms.<br />
      So we cast off past wisteria</p>

<p>& into night silk beyond the river’s edge. Empty skins<br />
   of tree snakes, ash vibrissa, draw the canopy.<br />
      Tangles of moss wisp past my cheeks, </p>

<p>fall out of a lullaby. No moon. If I spark my lighter, <br />
   willows young & old pretend they don’t breathe <br />
      in the dark, don’t slip thru nights</p>

<p>in tangos with cypress & Saturn tuned into bent <br />
   underwater reeds. Posed. They stand like a big-city<br />
      crowd at a bus stop, & just reach</p>

<p>off the bank for elbow room. Come out that white blouse<br />
   & upside down, you watch open lilies fall away, <br />
      a bird’s eye vision</p>

<p>of your daddy’s parachute into the Mekong Delta.<br />
   A back bend arched over the bow, your bare torso slips<br />
      thru a summer breeze, cuts</p>

<p>a hush in the cicada din. A pale gash torn past my lips<br />
   leaves the night open. Light-plays off my chrome <br />
      Zippo. Hersey’s kisses harden </p>

<p>into rose thorns dense as a shut eye’s faith in Tarot.<br />
   My name, dry salt on an arch smooth eyebrow, <br />
      vanishes into steamed woods and gut-heavy</p>

<p>air like sweat into a prayer for rain. We take on water<br />
   in each Decatur Street groan for Mercy. It’s far too late, <br />
      slipway a damned sight too steep</p>

<p>for Esperanto or one-eyed jacks. To pull the moon <br />
   back with cracked oars curved like tusks, you’d better<br />
      mean it. It’s about time for round two.</p>

<p>Oceanus descends with an acetylene tear & dreams<br />
   of a blue tip, a cool flame; the other eye’s been gone<br />
      for years, blind & lid turned cold side out. <br />
</p>]]>
<![CDATA[<p><strong>Ed Pavlic</strong></p>

<p><em>"Masqualéro" is from</em> <a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0966339576?ie=UTF8&tag=fromthefish-20&creativeASIN=0966339576">Paraph of Bone & Other Kinds of Blue</a> <em>(<a href="http://www.coppercanyonpress.org/catalog/index.cfm?action=displayBook&book_ID=1168">Copper Canyon Press</a>, 2001).</em></p>]]>
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<entry>
<title>Isatine Blues</title>
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<modified>2010-01-27T10:42:00Z</modified>
<issued>2010-01-24T21:08:55Z</issued>
<id>tag:fishousepoems.org,2010://1.2854</id>
<created>2010-01-24T21:08:55Z</created>
<summary type="text/plain"> “Why? It don’t matter why.” —Billie Holiday, “Deep Song” Don’t sing it to me. Or I’ll stay under here motionless &amp; blue gilled. I’ll drift away from the shattered place of irruption. Where the summer song crossed the winter...</summary>
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<![CDATA[<p>                   <em>“Why? It don’t matter why.”<br />
                                   —Billie Holiday, “Deep Song”</em></p>

<p>Don’t sing it <br />
   to me. Or I’ll stay under <br />
      here motionless</p>

<p>& blue gilled. I’ll drift<br />
   away from the shattered place<br />
      of irruption.</p>

<p>Where the summer song<br />
   crossed the winter street, <br />
      the corner </p>

<p>where we met. & don’t<br />
   worry about me,  <br />
      I’ll stick close</p>

<p>to pockets of air beneath<br />
   the surface. Snatch shallow<br />
      breaths of marrow</p>

<p>from bends in the death-blue<br />
   shoulder blade of the ice patch.<br />
      Go on & sing it, </p>

<p>just not to me. Last night, <br />
   for a moment at rest <br />
      on the keys, </p>

<p>I saw my finger tips melt<br />
   chord prints into your frozen<br />
      back. & Gershwin’s </p>

<p>limo didn’t come around<br />
   to keep us honest. As you<br />
      hummed changes</p>

<p>thru the tune the pockets <br />
   of touch filled with water. <br />
      & scarred</p>

<p>by warmth, they freeze again<br />
   into glassy bullet wounds<br />
      like transparent</p>

<p>braille domes. My fingers<br />
   slip off rounded keys;<br />
      singularist </p>

<p>I lose hold of you.<br />
   Another song’s gone<br />
      off with the pale</p>

<p>figoric voice, alight<br />
   with the lilt of Southern<br />
      flame.</p>

<p>Am I playing a player-<br />
   piano? Behind the stool, <br />
      a white veil wafts</p>

<p>as a bowl of tangerine<br />
   peels dries on a hissing radiator.<br />
      Ancestress to burnt </p>

<p>lips on a scarlet trumpet, <br />
   you turn body heat into liquid <br />
      distance & back</p>

<p>to ice beneath my hands. <br />
   Almost round, a charcoal sketch <br />
      of a circle, we</p>

<p>dance underneath the ice, <br />
   impaled by bolts of broken <br />
      moonlight</p>

<p>& swayed in the tidal pull<br />
   of silence. Sing to me now, <br />
      rallentando down </p>

<p>to the sine qua non. Sing <br />
   to me again and all last night.<br />
      & don’t pause </p>

<p>at my fall away thru<br />
   scented pillows & cloudless<br />
      depths of the</p>

<p>sheets. Confess it<br />
   this once, the uncanny<br />
      chance.</p>

<p>The whetstone in your pocket<br />
   & the unsheathed epée<br />
      waved in your</p>

<p>voice. I stayed alert, <br />
   but my whole body fell<br />
      asleep. Round</p>

<p>about midnight & crescendo <br />
   needles hold my limbs.<br />
      Sing my forehead</p>

<p>back thru the eye<br />
   of the needle or a <br />
      millionth</p>

<p>of the mirror. Been under<br />
   five minutes now, lungs ache<br />
      & clutch, ears</p>

<p>drum a pressure rhythm<br />
   to the echo-depth of time.<br />
      If you’re down, </p>

<p>stay down. & sing me back <br />
   thru last night before I went<br />
      touch-deaf</p>

<p>& ear-numb, before I melted<br />
   at the edge of your lips<br />
      & slipped beneath</p>

<p>the sand. & don’t stop. Quiver-<br />
   still, how the hands of a mesmerist<br />
      work the future</p>

<p>out of fruit fallen from the Litchi<br />
   tree. When you hum <br />
      lightning </p>

<p>into Mera’s “Higanbana,”<br />
   a blue tree at the river bank burns<br />
      orange, blown</p>

<p>in a red wind. Our storm tongues<br />
   twist Madame Butterfly<br />
      onto her mythic</p>

<p>back & summon a thunder-reaper<br />
   with a Cutthroat on his<br />
      shoulder. A mirror</p>

<p>image or a sure sign, a raven<br />
   wears a ruby necklace, <br />
      <em>Amadina fasciata</em>.</p>

<p>Splayed open down to our beating<br />
   pit, two well ripened sinners<br />
      washed up</p>

<p>onto broken glass & black coral<br />
   of the soul’s beach. I’m hanging<br />
      on one muted line, </p>

<p>to touch the indigo heave<br />
   of nightfall to the windward<br />
      surf of cachexy.</p>

<p>If tone is homage to the pressure<br />
   of secrets, sing to the numb<br />
      spot, the nob</p>

<p>of bone growing behind my ear.<br />
   Sing the warm spot that moves<br />
      along my hip.</p>]]>
<![CDATA[<p><strong>Ed Pavlic</strong></p>

<p><em>"Isatine Blues" is from</em> <a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0966339576?ie=UTF8&tag=fromthefish-20&creativeASIN=0966339576">Paraph of Bone & Other Kinds of Blue</a> <em>(<a href="http://www.coppercanyonpress.org/catalog/index.cfm?action=displayBook&book_ID=1168">Copper Canyon Press</a>, 2001).</em></p>]]>
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<entry>
<title>Sweat</title>
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<modified>2010-01-27T16:00:13Z</modified>
<issued>2010-01-24T21:08:00Z</issued>
<id>tag:fishousepoems.org,2010://1.2853</id>
<created>2010-01-24T21:08:00Z</created>
<summary type="text/plain">i The ceiling moved &amp; woke you. The night gave none of the heat away. Beads of sweat inch &amp; run slopes of skin. You ask yourself, what about the hard work? Before you knew what easy pain becomes, you...</summary>
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<![CDATA[<p><em>i</em></p>

<p>The ceiling moved & woke<br />
you. The night gave none <br />
of the heat away. Beads of sweat <br />
inch & run slopes of skin. You ask yourself,<br />
what about the hard work?</p>

<p>Before you knew what easy<br />
pain becomes, you thought hard<br />
work had to hurt. A stack <br />
of sixteen pound block on the wall<br />
at Jocelyn Steel. Not T-shirts that fell away</p>

<p>as you shoveled grease <br />
from an acid wash on a Thompson<br />
wire line. Impossible. Unthinkably easy.<br />
Finger prints return<br />
& the world steps back</p>

<p>with a few days break<br />
from the brick pile. Breath thru slits<br />
in the beak, death swoops thru ease in the age<br />
of the body. You’ve read about hard times. <br />
Not enough carbon compounds </p>

<p>in the universe to make half a hook worm.<br />
No star is hot enough<br />
til it explodes. Maybe the hard work’s done<br />
for us. “No sweat,” your sister says,<br />
& high-rails her truck thru Red</p>

<p>Oak. Said she knows an ice-cold stream<br />
in the Rockies. Said, if she holds<br />
her breath and dips in at the right spot,<br />
the current braids her hair<br />
& it feels like her head disappeared.</p>

<p><br />
<em>ii</em></p>

<p>Hard work means elegance,<br />
means it gets done<br />
the way it has to be done, <br />
the way silver people swim the brain<br />
& move thru the pounded song.<br />
Still awake & eyes closed,</p>

<p>this woman’s belly still haunts<br />
the tip of your nose. <br />
A deep breath domes<br />
against your face & you hope<br />
you’ll never cease to love<br />
the way wet skin holds</p>

<p>the scent of smoke from the city.<br />
In the unison of a chorus,<br />
you feel distant millions of them awaken.<br />
A change in tone<br />
more than shade to the eye. <br />
A rush of green light,</p>

<p>windplay, fingers thru tree tops<br />
in a cloud-clean night.<br />
The river’s back arched,<br />
its silent face hidden beneath<br />
our skin. Left<br />
hand holds down the chord, right travels</p>

<p>circles in “Orange was the Color <br />
of Her Dress.” If you did,<br />
you know you’d wish<br />
& they’d sleep, again, in the path<br />
of your touch. So you don’t.<br />
These are ancient & invisible hairs.</p>]]>
<![CDATA[<p><strong>Ed Pavlic</strong></p>

<p><em>"Sweat" is from</em> <a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/1931357390?ie=UTF8&tag=fromthefish-20&creativeASIN=1931357390">Labors Lost Left Unfinished</a> <em>(<a href="http://www.dartmouth.edu/~upne/1-931357-39-0.html">Sheep Meadow Press</a>, 2006).</em></p>]]>
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<entry>
<title>Lessons Unlearned</title>
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<modified>2010-01-27T11:08:48Z</modified>
<issued>2010-01-24T21:06:49Z</issued>
<id>tag:fishousepoems.org,2010://1.2852</id>
<created>2010-01-24T21:06:49Z</created>
<summary type="text/plain">Remember what you want to Bobby, no one taught crawfish to open pinchers into open air when dropped from the railing. No one taught the howl in my belly when you &amp; Todd marched them across noonday traffic on the...</summary>
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<![CDATA[<p>Remember what you want to <br />
Bobby, no one taught<br />
crawfish to open pinchers<br />
into open air when dropped<br />
from the railing. No one taught<br />
the howl in my belly<br />
when you & Todd marched<br />
them across noonday<br />
traffic on the Division Street<br />
bridge. No one taught real secrets<br />
like how payback runs crazy, <br />
yellow jackets tangled in wiry hair.<br />
No one taught us not to talk<br />
about why Corey stood in shadows<br />
& made that low nasty noise.<br />
That we could draw pictures<br />
of anything we weren’t allowed<br />
to see. No one taught me to hold on<br />
to night-blue breaths<br />
of summer when ceilings fell away.<br />
Or how to fly, Bobby, <br />
thru new asphalt and street-steam<br />
after the rain.<br />
How long the sun’s heat lasts<br />
in rings of inner tubes<br />
laid out in the grass.<br />
Nothing learned fired my brain<br />
at what George Habbib caught<br />
by the toe & far as I figured, <br />
no one taught bats<br />
to chase tennis balls thru<br />
a money-maze of willow trees.<br />
Who told whip-lean bodies<br />
they could sweat<br />
& tingle in terror soft as leather<br />
wings that swooped arms & legs<br />
as we leapt for the catch? & no one, <br />
one by one, listed the million things<br />
a day I’d never do<br />
by myself. Who could have<br />
taught that crowd of boys<br />
to chant for your blood, Bobby?<br />
Or me to pin your arms<br />
under knees & bury my face<br />
where it hurt? Salt to streak<br />
a nine year old’s sun-brown neck?<br />
Nobody taught me to whisper<br />
to you about your mom’s mud knee<br />
eyes, green-streaked like crime stains<br />
on red & white checked pants.<br />
& no one, not your big, chrome, nude<br />
brothers, Bobby, taught you to curse <br />
thru chipped teeth and laugh<br />
til you couldn’t breathe. How to follow<br />
a baseball’s shadow thru blue<br />
specked oak limbs in the back lot.<br />
Or how to throw it, <br />
Bobby, just far enough out<br />
beyond my reach to make me dive.</p>]]>
<![CDATA[<p><strong>Ed Pavlic</strong></p>

<p><em>"Lessons Unlearned" is from</em> <a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/1931357390?ie=UTF8&tag=fromthefish-20&creativeASIN=1931357390">Labors Lost Left Unfinished</a> <em>(<a href="http://www.dartmouth.edu/~upne/1-931357-39-0.html">Sheep Meadow Press</a>, 2006).</em></p>]]>
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<entry>
<title>Results of the Polygraph : The Autobiography</title>
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<modified>2010-01-27T16:20:13Z</modified>
<issued>2010-01-24T21:05:23Z</issued>
<id>tag:fishousepoems.org,2010://1.2851</id>
<created>2010-01-24T21:05:23Z</created>
<summary type="text/plain"><![CDATA[of What &nbsp; If &nbsp; & When if this was a wet blouse there’d be the shadow of fingers if a leaf poured from a can of paint there’d be veins stiffened by the cold if this was summer wind...]]></summary>
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<email>fishouse@fishousepoems.org</email>
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<dc:subject>Ed Pavlic</dc:subject>
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<![CDATA[<h2>of What  &nbsp; If &nbsp;  & When</h2>

<p><br />
if this was a wet blouse   <br />
there’d be the shadow of fingers<br />
if a leaf poured from a can <br />
of paint   there’d be veins <br />
stiffened by the cold   if this<br />
was summer wind   there’d be laughter<br />
from across the lake   if an <br />
abandoned well   it’d smell of broken<br />
stone   & you’d look down<br />
in the dark   for the loose end<br />
of frayed rope   if this was<br />
a rusty nail   there’d be a little <br />
boy licking red dust <br />
from his fingers   if I was 13<br />
again   it’d be a simple matter<br />
of off & on   drag the pen<br />
& pain runs down the block<br />
if he was 20   again   he’d have cut <br />
himself & gone in after it   <br />
fist into brick   if the angle was <br />
right  it’d move thru the flesh<br />
like a song climbs   swole & yellow <br />
up past the elbow   if a novel<br />
there’d be a scream’s chance<br />
of meeting again   somewhere <br />
unthinkable   if it were mine   <br />
one of us would miss the other<br />
in an empty street   there’d <br />
be the panic of living   <br />
again   the act   like I knew<br />
far more than I did   if <br />
these were letters to you   <br />
they’d be in the well   <br />
if breached inside   <br />
there’d be ash on the hips<br />
& rattlesnake tea<br />
when Paul Wittgenstein <br />
returned from the war   <br />
the family refused to pay Ravel <br />
for what he wrote to the phantom <br />
right hand   often we find   <br />
simply from impact   reasonable <br />
persons infer decisions <br />
on the part of others				<br />
if she’d told me she needed <br />
two things to count on   <br />
there’d have been<br />
these at least : if it hadn’t been<br />
for the broken guitar string<br />
her hair’d have blown<br />
   left to right   across her face   <br />
into my mouth   & no one would ask <br />
me what I said   if <br />
I spoke any louder than this   here <br />
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<![CDATA[<p><strong>Ed Pavlic</strong></p>

<p><em>"Results of the Polygraph: The Autobiography of What If & When" first appeared in</em> <a href="http://www.jubilat.org/n16/">Jubilat</a><em>, 9.</em><br />
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<title><![CDATA[Call  &nbsp;It  &nbsp;In  &nbsp;the  &nbsp;Air]]></title>
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<modified>2010-01-27T16:18:29Z</modified>
<issued>2010-01-24T21:04:33Z</issued>
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<created>2010-01-24T21:04:33Z</created>
<summary type="text/plain"> Last time I saw you on your feet, we climbed Mt. Shavano to have lunch on the angel’s hip. Year by year step by step you led me up past the line where trees grow past the line where...</summary>
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   Last time I saw you on your feet, <br />
we climbed Mt. Shavano <br />
   to have lunch on the angel’s hip. </p>

<p><br />
Year by year step by step you led me up <br />
   past the line where trees grow past the line </p>

<p>     where shrubs cling to rocks </p>

<p>   and you tell south by the lichen. I hesitate </p>

<p><br />
when my lungs begin to ache, lose a full step <br />
   for your every two. We pass the line </p>

<p>     where grizzlies plunder pine cone stores </p>

<p>   of black, cat-eared alpine squirrels. </p>

<p>     Empty craters that smell of thin green air. <br />
We’re into the zone of the all too recently disturbed <br />
   stones where grizzlies find moths </p>

<p><br />
that blow in off the plains of Kansas <br />
   and Nebraska to mate </p>

<p>      in the rubble beyond the tree-line. <br />
I don’t want to know any of this, but I do. </p>

<p><br />
      You do too but could give a damn. </p>

<p>   I’m scared and I can’t breathe. I join the invisible </p>

<p><br />
crowd of all those you’ve left behind and turn <br />
   back and you’re bears be damned </p>

<p>      on all fours now. I sit on a boulder and gasp <br />
for air and I see you get smaller and smaller </p>

<p></p>

<p>and with each blink I see it flash clear. <br />
   You could care about the altitude of the glacier</p>

<p>      angel up the slope. I remember how you used to <br />
tell me I made you safe because <br />
   when kidnappers came </p>

<p>    <br />
they’d take me. The youngest. The boy. Now <br />
   I’m bigger than you are, so, </p>

<p>      here I am, back here in the bell of he curve, Kate,<br />
bait. And there you are, </p>

<p><br />
      your liver floating in the numbbright, </p>

<p>   curled up like a peach pit </p>

<p><br />
on a hissing radiator, eyes alight <br />
   with the flamedarktorch in each pulse. </p>

<p>     I’m high enough <br />
that my vision is splotched with black <br />
   patches of torn cloth </p>

<p>     and there you go, a slow drip of Patrón </p>

<p>   and a quick whiff of nicotine </p>

<p><br />
for lunch as you search your way alone out along <br />
   the flat forever in the asymptotic line, </p>

<p>     search your way up for the line <br />
up beyond which elevation </p>

<p><br />
     the lungs change into birds <br />
up high enough and cross the line to where<br />
   </p>

<p>      you can go on living without having to have a body at all.  </p>

<p><br />
	     <em>—for Kate</em><br />
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<![CDATA[<p><strong>Ed Pavlic</strong></p>

<p><em>"Call It In the Air" first appeared in</em> <a href="http://www.inertiamagazine.com/i3/pavlic.html">Inertia Magazine</a>.</p>]]>
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<title>Ed Pavlic</title>
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<issued>2010-01-24T20:27:32Z</issued>
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<created>2010-01-24T20:27:32Z</created>
<summary type="text/plain"> Ed Pavlic’s most recent books are But Here are Small Clear Refractions (Achebe Center, 2009), Winners Have Yet to be Announced: A Song for Donny Hathaway (University of Georgia Press, 2008) and Labors Lost Left Unfinished (Sheep Meadow Press,...</summary>
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<![CDATA[<div class="photoright" style="width:267px;"><a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0615334083?ie=UTF8&tag=fromthefish-20&creativeASIN=0615334083"><img alt="Ed Pavlic" src="http://fishousepoems.org/archives/images/poets/Pavlic-web.jpg" width="267" height="200" /></a></div>
Ed Pavlic’s most recent books are <a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0615334083?ie=UTF8&tag=fromthefish-20&creativeASIN=0615334083"><em>But Here are Small Clear Refractions</em></a> (<a href="http://achebecenter.bard.edu/">Achebe Center</a>, 2009), <a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0820330973?ie=UTF8&tag=fromthefish-20&creativeASIN=0820330973"><em>Winners Have Yet to be Announced: A Song for Donny Hathaway</em></a> (<a href="http://www.ugapress.uga.edu/index.php/books/winners_have_yet/">University of Georgia Press</a>, 2008) and <a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/1931357390?ie=UTF8&tag=fromthefish-20&creativeASIN=1931357390"><em>Labors Lost Left Unfinished</em></a> (<a href="http://www.dartmouth.edu/~upne/1-931357-39-0.html">Sheep Meadow Press</a>, 2006). His other books are <a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0966339576?ie=UTF8&tag=fromthefish-20&creativeASIN=0966339576"><em>Paraph of Bone & Other Kinds of Blue</em></a> (<a href="http://www.coppercanyonpress.org/catalog/index.cfm?action=displayBook&book_ID=1168">Copper Canyon Press</a>, 2001) and <a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0816638926?ie=UTF8&tag=fromthefish-20&creativeASIN=0816638926"><em>Crossroads Modernism</em></a> (<a href="http://www.upress.umn.edu/Books/P/pavlic_crossroads.html">University of Minnesota Press</a>, 2002). His prizes include the Darwin Turner Award from African American Review, The American Poetry Review / Honickman First Book Prize and an Author of the Year Award from The Georgia Writer’s Association. He has had fellowships at the Vermont Studio Center, The Bread Loaf Writers Conference, and The MacDowell Colony. He teaches at the University of Georgia and lives with Stacey, Milan, Suncana, Mzée and I Am Pozzo in Athens, Georgia.]]>
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